Selfish

I feel like I consume all this fucking love and it isn't enough. It never seems to be enough.

Someone kissed me goodbye this morning. My best friend texted me all damn day. Another friend texted me and said, "just know someone somewhere is thinking of and loves you." 

And that was just today. I receive all these constant reminders that I'm loved and cherished, and I still feel fucking empty.

I hate that about myself. Really. I hate that I have all this love given to me and it never feels like enough.