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Sunday, December 9, 2012

This is a Time

So, more than I can even begin to describe has happened within the last few weeks. Big things. Best Friend, I want to tell you these things in person, which is why I haven't said anything to you yet.

But it all came to a climax last night, and today, I'm dealing with the aftermath. So many things have changed, even within the last 24 hours. And I'm still kind of in shock over it all.

But what it comes down to is this: It's time to start taking responsibility for me again.

I think I've become incredibly complacent, allowing myself to believe that who I am is fine and it's fine to stay this way.

It's not.

And I may only be writing this right now because someone opened my eyes to this, but I want to get it all down to remember the promise that I'm making myself in this moment.

It's time to stop giving excuses.

I have control over what I say or what I do. I have the power to not make bad decisions. I have the power to declare that I deserve better or that I can be better. I am tired of settling with good enough, both in myself and in others.

Time to find some courage.

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