Things I Hate

• I hate that you hide away in another room while all of us are out in the living room.
• I hate that you talk to no one but each other at a party I threw.
• I hate that you tried to steal members away from said party, literally hijacking the guests.
• I hate that I no longer feel like you all are my friends.
• I hate that it doesn't bother me more.
• I hate that I can't stop worrying that maybe I really don't have as many friends as I thought. 

But you know what? Fuck it. I don't WANT friends like you. I don't want friends who intentionally exclude themselves. I don't want friends who talk about me and my flaws behind my back. I need to remember, like I always need to remember, that having less, but truer, friends is better.