I don't know if I'm allowed to be mad at you and that's an incredibly frustrating thought.

Not to mention that I'm feeling again like I want to walk away from you for awhile but I'm so scared of what would happen if I did that.

I don't want to be someone else who walks out on you.

But come on. I don't know if I can do this much longer.

I love you and I'd choose you and I *hate* not knowing if you'd choose me.