Sometimes, I have a hard time believing how lucky I am. He is so good, in so many ways. I have been blessed immeasurably.
And then there are moments where I'm so glad that she has my back for the always and that we talk too fast and that we never respond directly to each others' texts and I can't wait to laugh about the same things when we are 70 years old. I dare you to tell me that we were not fated to be this way. Go ahead. Because He is in Heaven laughing at us for always.
And then there are other moments where I'm so proud of myself for lots of things. I did this. I did this, on my own, with His help, and I am so proud. This is hard, but I did it. Me.
And then there are even more moments when I remember that He has a plan and that I have no reason to doubt Him because He has never steered me wrong. I don't know where I'm headed, or what my next move is, but He does. And I trust Him. I have no reason not to.
And then there are the scary moments, the hard moments, the happy moments, the unbelievable moments. And He is always in them.
I will never be able to express my gratitude for everything. I am exceptionally lucky.
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