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Saturday, September 29, 2012

Myself Obsessing. Again.

You really don't have to read this Best Friend.

You know what? EVERYONE says I shouldn't freak out about this as much as I do. EVERYONE says it's not a big deal.

It is to me.

Four fucking years.

Do you know who rephrases other people's tweets as their own? Crazy people.

Do you know who writes responses to other people's personal blog posts? Crazy people.

And do you know who looks at everything I post online and tries to copy it however she can without giving me any credit? A crazy person.

And she won't own up to any of it. That is what upsets me the most. SHE WON'T ADMIT WHAT SHE IS DOING. And she keeps doing it.

She can't be me! It literally makes me sick to think how hard she tries to be.

And I KNOW it shouldn't be a *thing,* I KNOW it's just "pins" or tweets or whatever. Hell the pins aren't even really *mine.*

But I'm sorry. I can't just let it go, I can't pretend that it doesn't exist.

Because for four fucking years and for the foreseeable future, there is someone who does not allow me to be myself without trying to take that part of me for her own.

2 comments:

  1. For your sake, I HOPE AND PRAY that said person will not continue to do so anymore. That being said though, Lady Brett Ashley, no one can ever be fully you, except for you. There are many aspects of you that said Crazy Person will never ever EVER be able to copy; in any way shape or form. You are wonderful, Lady Brett Ashley, don't let CP take that away from you! Keep being Awesome!

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    1. You are so sweet :) Thank you for your good thoughts and prayers, friend! It is wonderful, having support like you. Thank you!

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