Facing my Fears

Now that the stress of finishing finals and getting this semester over with is done, I'm finding that I have (even just on this first night) more time to agonize over what could happen NEXT semester. So instead of writing about it all summer long, I'm going to get all my fears out tonight.

1. I'm scared of actually being away from my family and not being able to see them when I'm feeling overwhelmed.
2. I'm scared of being overwhelmed. I'm scared that they were right and I can't handle their classes.
3. I'm afraid of being lonely. 
4. I'm scared that everything will be different when I get back, that I will have lost my friends at home (except for Best Friend. Best Friend will never leave me.). 
5. I'm afraid of being away from Boyfriend and missing him so much it hurts.
6. I'm scared that he and I can't do this. I'm scared of losing him again. 
7. I'm afraid of being wholly on my own for the first time.
8. What if no one likes me? What if I don't like anyone?
9. I'm scared of leaving my comfort zone. 

And there we have it. Time to cry, take a deep breath, and face this head on.