Realizing that I still have not kicked this damn funk is the worst feeling in the world.
I don't want to go out, I don't want to do anything, I just want to go back to bed and sleep. I want to stay inside, I want to leave classes, I want to go home.
Normally I do pretty well. My functionality has increased tenfold from the beginning of the semester. But today feels like a bad day.
A day where I want to close the blinds, turn off my phone, and curl up into a ball.
But no. I will not do that. I will get dressed. I will close my laptop. I will go out.
Not because I want to, but because I should. Because it will make me feel better.
This is not okay.
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