I am a being of conflicted feelings today
Ying and yang
I want to cry
I want to laugh and scream
I want to sleep
I want to stay awake forever and never lose consciousness
Resolution is impossible
My empty self cannot be filled
The aching emptiness is what causes this confliction
Because what I want
What I really want
The most
More than anything
Is to be out of my head!
I can’t be here anymore.
Just leave me alone.
Just stay with me forever.
Anything for me to stop thinking.
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