I Do Not have the Words...

... but hopefully I will soon. They're all up in my head. I just can't bear to look at them right now.

So much sadness in this loss of mine. No longer mine.

It is really Hard...

... to let go and try to trust. Even scarier when you don't know if you're going to get hurt again.


I sound so cliched.


But I am trying, my love. For you, I am trying. Please don't break this.